I don't know what to do when I'm so sick of it.
I don't know what to do when I try to not think about it.
I don't know what to do about feeling that way.
I don't know what to say.
I don't know.
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Let's call her A.
A is a really nice and friendly person, even though I don't know her that well. And I don't understand what I feel about A (OK this sounds really les .___.) but still. It's a kind of admirish/wanttobefriendsish feel you get in P1 (or in JC, I wouldn't know -looks at you in a AHAHA way-). So yes, mainly it's IDK.
And A is mostly taking a lot of space in my head now.
The thing is, when I see A, it's normal and all. I'm overdramatizing my emotions because I'm so I'm emotionally deprived.
And that's the truth. But it doesn't stop me from thinking about A.Uh I wonder if this is how Yan Li feels? Not to be mean, but I think I'll feel a bit better knowing.
Whee homework is decomposing with an aim to fossilize. Gogogo.