Aw Sushi (:
Viver.
I still think of her a lot. I can't help it - I'm enjoying myself, laughing :D and suddenly - the memories flood back and I start tearing. Then I start crying.
The littlest things make me think of her again. I can't believe it.
There was still a long way in front of her. Her life D:
I feel so empty 'cos she's gone. Gone.
At least I've 13 more hamsters (true). I love them but... not as much I love Viver. I miss her so freaking much.
I just want time to turn back again.
I want Viver back D:OK now I've just started crying very unglamly. All that's left of my darlng is...
memories and very lousy photographs taken with my shitty phone .___.
You know it seriously is so weird, because it has become a habit for me to reach home, grab Viver and read a book or something. Today I reached home (didn't go for NPCC because of a sprained ankle D: D: D: my life is sucky ugh), went to the room and teared.
As in tear-ed.
Now I'm taking Sushi... but it's so different! I want my Viver back so much...
OK now I'm having trouble
breathing.
Oh no D:
I LOVE VIVER.So so much.
So so so much.
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Hello hello.
I really appreciate your kind comforting OK, but don't worry about me.
I'll be fine (soon) :D yes.
It hurts a lot to know Viver isn't with me anymore, physically, but I'm quite sure in no time I'll be extremely spiritual -.- I still have a long way in my life and when my life ends... Viver and I will be reunited :)
I feel it :))
OK now I'm
crying again ugh -_- I feel like having a baby hamster :O and calling her... Vida O.O!~
Erm. OK lah never mind O: I will read my book to distract myself XD
So bye :D
(Ooh! I hope my mother brings us to the cinema to watch Night At The Museum
TWO! That time Mr. Tan (Ying Kiat, not Boon Hian, -cough-) let us watch NATM was chao nice :D haha!
Hurhur. I suppose Viver dying is a lesson huh? It really feels damn dream-like lor O.O there's still a
hope within me that she isn't dead (weird, I know). Stupid.
Oh well :D I love Viver and I'll
NEVER REGRET IT :O
Goodbye :D