Just. WELL. Hmm? Oh I just realised I'm failing everything, yes?
And it feels like shit.
But what the heck lor. I will jiayou. Before I fail my EOYs I suppose -has disturbingly nonchalant look-.
Actually I'm very sad de only you cannot tell right? This is called, Readers, a (freaking) facade. The 'c' is the French kind with the erm, tail O.O. Yes!
Whywhywhy.
First
WHY is the class blog not displaying but the songs are playing?! Like Unfaithful (by Rihanna :D) is getting on my nerves majorly ugh.
Second
WHY am I so disappointing?
Third
WHY do I feel so alone? And that Life Is Meaningless?
(Oh like Kellynn ._. I can go tiaolou with you leh Kellynn. Only I hope you aren't serious, because I do want to live and get As for all my subjects :D)
I feel a bit numb now. Like I'm not really feeling sad/disappointed. Because why, my life is Meaningless!
And I keep typing Meaningful ._. (must be an omen yeshiede.)
I just really feel like crying suddenly. But I cannot!
Nono.
AM I GETTING CLOSER TO THAT A1.No.
AM I WORKING FOR IT YET.No. Which is even more disappointing than the first one. 'Cos I just cannot bring myself to work hard.
Oh no I suddenly got a piao~y feeling oh no.
I am going to faint.
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I must work hard. But I feel so unmotivated and ugh.
Everyone is getting straight As except me. Great.
I need a hug. And I am crying.
Sorry I can't be strong.
Someone?