I've decided that for this post I'll blog for myself and myself only. Blogging for other people means that I've to try to live up to standards. I don't like being judged. It affects my self-esteem, which is already quite low already hor ._.
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Disclaimer: Quite long!
tomorrow's french eoy, idk how i'm going to pass it. i mean i know myself and what i've done (in this case the lack thereof). i'm pissed with myself. and... i'm trying, but idk, it doesn't all work out the way i want it to, does it? do things really go right, always?
stupendous sigh :O
okay about today! love mondays to the max manz :D mornings are always free for random slacking/chionging of homework o.o heh. so today slacked in class moping, chionged to toilet to... think O_O then called nicole to discuss something. it's not a topic i'd openly discuss, cos it will definitely hurt some people :/ and i feel mean actually. but still, it's all for the greater good (reminds me of harry potter :O).
ahem yes then did random stuffz, forgot le ._. went down with yingtong and yixin to run. only i wasn't... running, per se, just talking/cheering them on/doing core muscle thingies :O but i ran a bit idk why -.- to keep up with them and talk? yeah then i totally didn't want to stop :O but strange inexplicable reasons.
oh yes when we went up it was lateish ): then mr. tan walked in. kellynn cut bangs! i like :D she looks modern-dancer-ish. i think. it's just in my opinion, idk why aussi :O
ladeeda first period chinese! wangls wasn't here ._. so did comprehension ._. yingtong and her phone's music were distracting me zomg D: i did very little. am not happy :O cos it just means more work, and god knows i've enough of work already.
ladeeda actually i've not been doing work. and i
KNOW i can. do work, i mean. i've the capacity to (in my opinion). but~
but tilde, yeah.
hmm after chinese? music :D fun with the garageband. i must say -cough- i've an eye (ear? -.-) for blending orchestralish/
FRENCH HORNS with uh, more modern/rock/pop/whatever genre it is now, like rock-pop, or rop or pock (
zomg LOL) :D heh. i like loops~ it's like prerecorded, and awesome, because i. do. not. need. to. play. on. the. keyboard. (which is good, because my sense of rhythm is uh... not very applicable on keyboards and such)
whee then recess/lunch. walao shit got a lot of people in the canteen ._. hate hate mondays' recesses/lunches (whatever you call them lar :O) cos sec ones to fours are all squeezed into that area :O pfft. then turn left turn right see *people* :O
was with yingtong, nicole and roob! went koi pond, came back to canteen, went back to koi pond (hmph make me walk D:) and went back -_- to the heritage room, cos we were supposed to have this english bookcart reading/sharing session thingy. but mrs. w wasn't at school :O apparently, so we'd to go up again. to do a comprehension ._. that was scandalous cos it was about this african lady who erh married this african man but who had a baby with... the farmer's son. who was white. ahahaha then the white dude went to poison the baby, tsktsktsk.
oh then hmm math? D: was actually okay .__. grah my compound interest/hire purchase is horrible, can go die :O after that was class contact time! cleaned up the class (most of the classmates). i erh, went around
spreading joy and boosting morale.
hmm don't ask me to elaborate it's a bit embarrassing yes? but then again ._. i'm tidak tahu malu (O:? is it like that eh ._.) (loosely translated as i don't know shame! wahaha). whatever lar.
oh, then mr. kong (is it :O?) went to talk to the gepers in 113 yes. about this irs exhibition? ._. i like mr. kong leh, he's erm... idk gives that approachable feel yeah. anyway the exhibition at republic polytechnic! which is at woodlands! which means i can
WALK to my house leh 8D best thing: we're
DISMISSED FROM THERE awesome
w00t! :D! i promptly invited all the 113 gepers to my house -.- waha.
oh then went back to class and i'd to let the air out of my inflatable globe :O mr. tan suggested i sit on it -.- and i did. it worked leh! it did :O and it's infinitely more humane then... lets say... letting the air out at hanyi's face yeah :D! or worse still smashing it on her head ._.
tweedle then went library with yingtong to borrow 'shallow' books :O we're really quite shallow D: saw weiting~ (zomg never see her for how long already :O) and yeah paid fines -.- tsktsk the fines people accumulate are horrible! my record was ten dollars and i thought
that was super horrible already but it seems that i'm rather deluded since there are people who owe up to thirty nine dollars and forty cents. i'm not even joking leh.
anyway! borrowed meg cabot -shamed-. you know you can't resist meg cabot manz, seriously :D plus this book about french and american ._. like this american lady married a french guy and they live in france and it's titled
FRENCH TOAST ._. and it's about the differences between cultures and "the mysteries of the french". heh. it's quite... informative/insightful but it's a bit boring also, leh. give me meg cabot any day.
oh went home after that ._. was reading on the bus and forgot to sleep ):
then reached home, etc. etc. etc.
okay shall continue french exercises now :O i've to brush up on my conjugaison (as usual). i swear if i just
UNDERSTAND the freaking conjugaison i'll score an a, no problem.
-cough-
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for sabrina: you're using
basque -points out-
Point to note: Hello it's not working it still seems like I'm blogging for an audience :O but no matter ._.
Shall eat KFC yeah manz :D