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I shall not be vindictive.
I'm just really thankful that _ understand now, and yes, I'm a bit extra to say this even when I wasn't there yesterday?
Sometimes (all the time) we think of someone as something, but they really aren't. Unfortunately for me,
whatever you see is whatever you get. I look dumb (according to jym xD) but I'm not (according to myself) :D! So there.
I wish I could've been there yesterday, instead of killing my hand. (Omg it still aches!!)
SO NAO WHAT?