Note: Disturbing post ♥
Rawr yesterday was POP :((: I don't think the finality of it has sunken in yet actually -_- my reaction to 40
♥ma'ams'
♥ POP (like, the really sad crying type) came like two months later so ._. yes.
Hmm. Went down from class after school to chiong messages. But I suppose there were too many to chiong I guess D:! Squadmates also hadn't finished. LOL actually after seeing 42 ma'ams' messages/cards (?) to their NCOs at Serene Centre I wondered why we decided (smartly ._.) to write to ALL OUR ♥MA'AMS♥and I asked Elaine and she said we were nice haha. Okay so yes messages but around twenty minutes before act started we just went to change :/ yeah so changed and ran and we WERE LATE D: but oh well... Sigh. And oh Jialing left her beret at Weiting's house x.x she felt really bad and horrible about it sigh!! Squadmates all so emo yesterday!
Okay erh yes fell in late and uniform check! And then POP :O I suddenly had a weird feeling that welled up in me spontaneously while marching. And I think I was damn horrible because I lost my focus x.x oh well (again).
Hmm. And the happier part was what happened after that :D 42 ma'ams really organised it really well :) and I took pictures with 42 ma'am's camera! But my pictures very fail and CMI D: (oops sorry ma'ams D:)! And yes they were really bad and Lum Jia wanted to take pictures. And she hurt my feelings by saying my skillz were bad T_T Okay erm moving on.
44's performance was really good :O I can't imagine the number of times they rehearsed -sad face- I feel even worse now. And our performance was made weird because of the technical error so basically we stood around for longer than we performed ._. and our dance was a bit gey LOL. 42 ma'ams' performance was chao funny LOLOL. And 41 ♥ma'ams♥ was kinda sad :(( I was taking a video for Pei Ting ♥ma'am♥ heh O.O and because I didn't want to stand up and walk to the other side of the room I like squatted down and shuffled my feet (:O!) across .__. a bit weird huh but at least I got both sides in the video lar!
Present-giving... sigh I'm disappointed at myself for not being able to hang on yesterday morning (two in the morning~) to try and do more messages. Honestly when I looked at Jia Ling's ratherlong message I was like... "Forget it argh I'm sleepy" ._. And I was making a lot of writos (I am really sorry to Jacinta ♥ma'am♥ -twitch-) D:
Anyway~ yeah our Ninja Bunniez and POPcorn, 44's bananas and hairbands! And I didn't see 42 ma'ams' :O
After that we went to change! Stupid ANT INVASION, wth, they went into our skirts and shoes lor -_- Wtf why! And oh after that we went out to wait for ♥ma'ams♥. Then after that we all went to Serene Centre's Macdonald's and miraculously we squeezed into a corner and bought stuff and started talking. Yes.
Eh what did we talk about? Random stuff like how many siblings we'd and oh yeah confession of our favourite ♥ma'am♥ ._. At least I didn't start shouting like I did last year :O Actually I think it was really cute eh! Like Jialing's zomg! Hee. And I hid behind the adorable rabbit ♥ma'am♥ sewed for me :D :D :D Okay truthfully its eyes remind me of 44's eyemask thingy. Oh yeah but awkwardness ._. Squadmates were really whattt lar zomg :( why squadmates do you gain pleasure from seeing me squirm haha. But I didn't really wanna say because I've an emotional problem that makes me feel weird whenever I see ♥_♥ and ♥_♥ gah okay nevermind :D (haha visual pun on the expression ♥_♥ ha!)!
After a while (like nine +) we went out~ hugz! and handshakes. I HUGGED SOMEONE as in seriously... a first in my life. Hee. Wait so I hugged Esther ♥ma'am♥ and Lynn ♥ma'am♥ and then shook hands with Jia Jia ♥ma'am♥, Jacinta ♥ma'am♥, Wen Xian ♥ma'am♥, Puay Ling ♥ma'am♥ and Clarissa ♥ma'am♥. Yes :D:D:D:D:D:D:D
After that went home! I reached home at like twelve ohmygod. I was waiting for my father in a taxi, but then after !@#$ minutes he wasn't there yet, and my phone was dead, so I was really lost and frustrated and at eleven I took a bus back home -_- superweird! Like people were staring at this student who takes a bus home at eleven! Epic fail ._.
Then went home and ate a swiss roll ._. a tiny one ._. that was all I ate for around thirty hours thank you very much I'm surprised I didn't get gastric pains or fainted or what (I drank mogumogu! And my blood has a ton of sugar in it to keep me alive already -_-). K that's all merci beaucoup. I know I said I'd post about ATC but erh.
Yes I am breaking my promise I'm sorry. ATC was a lovely learning experience and a special shoutout to my company mates ^^ and company NCOs ^^
I find the "-.-" emoticon very hurtful for some reason.
