I feel

that

whenever

YOU

yes

YOU

post a post that is

SAD

EMOISHHHH

WORRIED

ANGRY

ANYTHING NEGATIVE,

i feel it too.

because why? i am a Perceptive person!

i can also read body language quite well i think.

which is how i figure out that _ always wants to make herself seem better than me, even though i seriously am not much of a threat ._.

i can tell when someone is pissed at me (often).

but do i make amends?

depends :/

khengfang just told me i'm emo! I AM NOT! i think emoing is a shitty way to live life. come on get the freak over it already.

okay now khengfang is throwing me some weird stupid definition question: "WHAT IS EMO". well, obviously..

..

it's quite obvious i don't mean EMO like youknow, self-hurt type of emo in this blog post. i mean the very sad this is ALL EFFED UP/NO ONE UNDERSTANDS ME kind of emo. erm kind of like _'s. if you are cutting yourself please get some halp? and not from me thank you.

okay i suppose i need to elaborate. my stance on emoing, is that indeed, we should think about things/incidents and reflect upon them!

but when the pain/anguish/regret gets TOO CLOSE to your heart, please rip that stupid thing/incident out and trample on it.

it NEVER pays to enter that realm of darkness and loss and agony and regret because you will find it Increasingly Difficult to escape from it! and it's just a vicious cycle of emoness and you'll end up being TRAPPED in your insecurities and your memories (and you know, these memories will probably be exaggerated in your minds so that you subconsciously twist the memories to the Most HORRIBLE thing ever, when the incident that occurred isn't even that significant.)

i mean la come on it's just ONE THING, that probably isn't that important anyway, but you treat it as it's the most life-defining moment. that is probably definitely not a good mindset to have; you're blowing every single thing out of proportion. are you going to live each day like this? with regret, with tears, with anger? Is it worth it? and don't tell me it's just ONE EMOING INCIDENT cause don't lie, that's rubbish!! the problem with emoers isn't necessarily the THINGS that they're going through, it's their MENTALITY that's causing all the pain! once you get rid of that mindset (it's not easy but it is infinitely better than spending your life in suffering) you'll be a happier person.

okay i go do jiang now.