meh
sometimes i think about it
and wonder why i am so obsessed
it doesn't make sense
i don't know it at all
there is so much more to explore
what's in my mind seems perfect
but we both know it's not.
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sometimes i wish people would just Say what they feel about me. it could be cruel (like "you are v fat and v ugly and v horrible and just suck as a person so just Die already" or something very astonishing. like sabrina saying "you are -insert profanity here-" omg that would be SCARY :O) but at least i would know, and i can stop second-guessing.
also i lied.
i said i would sign off.
but i am still here.
this is why i am floundering in the sea that is school.