^ PLEASE TAKE A LOOK AT THE TITLE.
No I mean seriously. This is my NP schedule for the week.
Tuesday, AKA tomorrow: Quiz Team test, National Heritage test.
Wednesday: NCO interviews O_O
Friday: Campcraft test
And maybe you're like, that's not a lot -twirls hair- (lol at my fertile imagination ._.) but it is. To me, at least.
Maybe you don't understand the magnitude of these ^
Quiz Team test: determines placing in Quiz Team... also I'm trying desperately not to fail it and that's enough because OH GOSH WHY DID I EVEN -
National Heritage test: need to pass to get a badge
NCO interview: determines your position as a secondary4!
Campcraft interview: I'm bad at campcraft, PLUS also need to pass to get a badge.
Not to mention block tests are nearing~ and I've barely not yet started on revision.
Right now... I'm chionging the National Heritage project ._. I'm making it really pretty... and you're probably going "WTF is wrong witchu, just copy and paste some whatevers and call it a DAY, qurl! You has moar to worry about" (Fiona is channeling her ghetto princess).
And you'd be right, of course! My priorities are really messed up. But the thing is, though, I tried studying for Quiz and National Heritage just now and failed.
This is basically what I did:
-reads some quiz stuff and tries REALLY REALLY REALLY hard to remember-
-fails at remembering-
-goes to national heritage and tries to remember-
-fails...-
-repeat-
SO to pull myself out of that rut I'd to do something else, namely the NH project, but I'm finding it difficult to stop putting so much effort in this project ._. I mean seriously look at this chiomax thing:
I v talented HAHAH! But that is not the point. The point is that (actually there's not really a point I'm just rambling on and on) I'm spending way too much time on something totally unnecessary and I'm neglecting the REALLY important stuff, like quiz/NH. Which, by the way, I'm going to fail.
And OKAY, this is really partially my fault, for not starting on NH sooner. But really, admit that the schedule up there is screwed! Say it!
Because in addition to whatever's that's up there, ma'ams are POPing (= resigning) on the 22nd, which is 2 weeks later. We've to organise the entire after-parade party/event in 2 weeks, including food, MCing, montage, getting alumni ma'ams to attend, getting TOs to attend, the programme, etc. Plus the performance.
And then after that it's Quiz prelims! And oh Drill Competition finals (if we do get).
AND YEAH BLOCKS.
So I'm quite overwhelmed. I suppose this is part of the experience huh?
-is ending abruptly because I need to get back to the project-
P.S. Sabrina talk to me T_T