HTML Hit Counters fiona
i love my family and friends
i also love 213'10, 311'11 and nynp
i am a sone
i cannot live without entertainment
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potential gifts
1. Threadless tees
2. Helvetica necklace
3. ARTBOX notebooks
4. Kind words
5. AAGG
6. Books that I would like
7. Tintin comics
9. Trip to Taiwan
10. Good grades
11. New camera ;D
12. SNSD concert tickets
13. Money for aforementioned tickets ^^
i honestly think that i can feel other people's negative emotions... and then i project them onto myself! so originally i was rather happy and after reading _ and _ i am now v v v angsty lol.
i tell you 5 facts about me k.
1. erm i read somewhere that when you flush the toilet, all the water in it actually flies to like 6 feet away from the toilet bowl. and hence now when i'm in a toilet with enough space i will scamper to the furthest end of the toilet and attempt to shield myself from invisible droplets of flying water (oh gosh so embarrassing haha).
2. whenever i buy a vanilla cone/whatever ice-cream from macdonald's from causeway point (yes only causeway point) i'll feel DAMN BAD 'cause near causeway point there's this old man who sorta sells the $1 ice-cream yes. and then i wonder to myself why i'm supporting macdonald's (which fuels the unhealthy food cravings of obese people!) instead of the old man who earns so little la! omgomgomg guilt trip.
3. i... liek bubble tea.
4. i sometimes have vegetarian tendencies. it's actually quite scary 'cause i don't know when it'll come, and then halfway through my burger i'll feel very very very nauseated by the taste of chicken in my mouth, and then i'll dry heave and scare the wits out of my eating partner (?).
5. I REALLY LIKE NEW THINGS have i mentioned?!! i don't know but whenever i see new stuffz i'm like omgomg i must have that. even though my old stuff are like perfectly... fine. oh and like you know after a while the plastic sheets in a file get kinda... imperfect. like there are little scratches and dents (O_O) etc. la and then i'll be damn pissed by it! like seriously omg feel like straightening the whole thing out ._.
6. i hit the 160-cm-mark today! (okay not today, but height and weight taking during PE was today :D!)
7. (this is way more than 5 facts) sometimes i get really angry for no reason. today rebecca said something (i forgot what) which was vaguely insulting and then i flared up for no reason and shouted (yeah) "WHY DO YOU KEEP INSULTING ME STOP INSULTING ME". i would have continued if i had not controlled myself. idk la when i get angry (like really angry) i'm really scary de serious. (anger management issues tskk)
8. i loveeeee everybody! (that is not true la but i need a space-filler 'cause i don't like the number seven D: (horcruxes! D:!)
okay now.
photographspamz. and a video of 213 (some members, ahemcheryletsukolishuenyanli so enthusiastic hor) dancing to the yog song yeah~ (recently i've been taking a whole lot of photographs :O wonder why :D)
loveeeee :)
funny not .__. persona gave me my meds~ (read previous post(s) to understand!)
okay following are all photographs of kellynn's chio paper rose okay! she attached it to her bobby pin by twisting the green wire (the 'stalk' of the rose, essentially) around... okay you'll see ^^
get it!? super neat twisting :D
hmm hmm -hums a tune-.
the rose poses on my memo pad! i coloured the tree pink yes .__. and i drew the girl there; adorable or not!
in tingting's hair :D
this is another of kellynn's bobby pins :O why so many, eh! in a baby pink :D (and the rose is plastic la)
okay now for the epic moment you have been waiting for!
wtf lol. yanli, cheryl yau, li shuen and etsuko are really enthusiastic la! :D!
i love 213 max -heart heart- so funny lol :D! some people to look out for:
1. note sabrina and xuanli's gradual introduction into the dance.
2. tingting looks like she's dancing ballet lor .__.
3. rachel wu HAHA just see it.
4. yingtong's "everybody do your lit circle!" -clap- "lit circle!"
Haha squadmates are chao creative and unimaginably imaginative in _! -thumbs up- hee.
Recently I've been feeling super tired :( and so I sleep in the mornings (normally I don't actually :O not for !@#$ days straight yeah)! Today I'd a good dream while doing so :D It was quite weird and.. tension-y (but only in my heart/head because as I said I am insignificant). LOL cryptic much.
Speaking of cryptic -.- I am reminded of Li Shuen's group's Math SIA presentation tomorrow (about Public-Key Cryptography), which in turn reminds me of all the homework I have due tomorrow. So I shall say farewell!
Okay wait erm today we'd our SIA presentation. Was not bad, 'cause Mdm Lee (thankfully) didn't ask many questions lar :D and we'd Drama, which is fun, but somehow I found it really draining zz :(
Headache every morning! Maybe there's too much blood in my head weird -_- or maybe I'm not getting enough sleep? perhaps. Oh well enough of this nonsense I love Romeo and Juliet!
Ahh incoherency I am slipping into. Right now I feel like merde okay (somehow merde sounds less crude than its English counterpart). Zzz feel like lying down but too much homework okay stop here now Fiona go and do them like the warrior you are.
also my leg is cramping!! but you knew that already. i just realised that my family doctor has become uglier! when i was young he was much handsomer and less fat (yes i said it). oh well :( he was really dashing really! has he really changed that much eek i shall ask my mother - yes it is true omg change!
also i grew taller :D
i now understand the rationale behind paper bags for hyperventilation and everything, thanks to my friendly neighbourhood doctor! and i want 8 days! and my leg is cramping damn horribly ah my gosh.
i've never fainted leh. honestly i don't think i want to because when you faint you lose a lot of brain cells ._. (right? actually idk -_-) grah. i think i'm really scared of becoming stupid. this is a legitimate fear.
zzz i can still recall how scary hyperventilation was! okay i realise i'm harping on it and whatever but seriously honestly i was literally buzzing (pins and needles)! and
okay this is ridiculous i shall apply some medicated oil (?!) or something on my leg because the pain is killing me -writhes around in agony-.
okie i better go sleep now since i'm not doing work anyway -.- goodbye (for the last time today)!
So I dressed in the morning (no contact lenses!) into my "Don't Worry Be Happy" tee and the school skirt (yesss I bring a lot of unnecessary things). Then when I got to school I changed into my tights/leggings (?) and the transparent disposable raincoat :D (for some awkward reason I perpetually type 'rainboat' instead of 'raincoat' :O)
Was really fun to wear the raincoat down to the quadrangle and wear raincoats (or hoodies or cardigans or something lar) together as a class! Solidarity! When it got too hot most of us took the raincoat off :/but that's okay! We made our point: 213 is always ready (for rain)! Sigh too bad it didn't rain, or we could have like synchronizedly put up our hoods yey!
Haha anyway we did a mass dance as a school. It is really complicated for a mass dance though, and it has lotsa moves D: But anyway~ Oh and we danced to the YOG Cheer (?) song by JJ Lin ha!
Okay, so after flag-raising we went back to class and randomly highed :D then recess erm.
The day wasn't bad! No Math or Chinese what heehee. Science was pretty good at the computer lab :D! And then it was LA (Mdm Oehlers was late LOL) and finally the last period: History~ (History is always awesome :D)
Since class ended at one thirty or so we started playing dance anthems (yes! Like very danceable songs lar) in class and I hopped for like one hour :O Yeah LOL 213 = crazy but at least my dance moves (if you can even call them that) are DECENT -stares at Ying Tong Etsuko Cheryl Yau-.
Erm, then was act! Yes!
Sigh this is really sad and whatever especially since we let ma'ams down. Rawr and honestly I didn't know that our 3rd class drill test was like that and that ma'ams thought that of us! And weak link = me oh god it all boils down to my inherent procrastination that has been a habit for me since I never had to work really hard since young! Which is bad 'cause I've to do that now and I am still not! Which is also why I'm failing since I am stagnating oh tian but anyway. Blindfolds are scary (I used my raincoat -_-) 'cause you don't know what's happening and when ma'ams starting talking I was desperately (internally?) trying to block myself from whatever they were saying because I'd a bad feeling about it. And I covered my eyes with the blindfold (as in... I would randomly pull the blindfold uppppp until a really bad/sad part started and then I'd pull it down and the cycle continues). And my feeling was right! And ma'ams are right too but it is so sad and our squad is damn phail why do we always make ma'ams sad why (even last year!)! Pourquoi doushite wei shen me -looks to heaven-!
This part ^ is really an unFiona-y way of blogging O_O okay never mind that is not the point sigh POP in like two weeks! and rawr okay Fiona you talk too much godiepls.
Okay okay -brightens up- I shall go revise Chemistry and whatnot. Honestly _ ma'am is right lar our squad (and Alphaaaaaa) doesn't work well under pressure especially me I suck at handling stress! Learning sans all the pressure would be a delight (yes even Chinese. Okay maybe not haha. But I wouldn't mind Mathematics lar)!
Ignore the webdings below :/
Oh but as _ ma'am said (ugh I feel like a stalker nao) we cannot remove (? Sorry I am not eloquent) the element of stress from -insert whatever- so! I need to learn (LOL I feel old). (Yes Fiona you talk too much.)
But at the same time actually I feel like doing art~
I plan on making Ying Tong a teeshirt with a Glee quote for her birthday but we shall see! Perhaps I will screw it majorly and thenI shall have to wear it myself -_-